To The Future It Is

Time flies when you're having

7:58 AM : Wednesday, March 13, 2013

I've only a few more weeks till my time here in PALAM is up. At the beginning, I hated this place and I'm sure I ain't the only one. This place was a hell hole, I did nothing but complain. But to be honest, I think I'm gonna miss this place, I've only discovered how awesome my classmates are during this semester, which pretty much sucked. If only I got to know them earlier, we all would've had so much fun, I love them so much that I swear it couldn't be expressed in words. I've grown too attached, thinking about how we all will be separated, all scattered around Malaysia or maybe even the world leaves me down in the dumps. They're all very unique, I can say my experience learning here in PALAM with my friends is far better than the whole I've had in primary/high school. Those moments were shit and I prefer not to recall. Finals is in 13 days time and idk I think I'm not even half prepared which is bad.
Amazing people:
Miss Saiyidatul Nadiah
Airina Azura Farzana Ceria Izzatul Atiqah Sima
Kiera Anem Timmy Farezah Wanie Sya Nina Ella
Anwar Amir Syafiq Solah Abu Irfan Barril Syahrul Izzat
Aina Hafizah Atikah Nadia Syarah Bay
I've a special place for you guys in my heart, let not distance break us apart.

50 ways to say goodbye

4:13 AM : Thursday, January 3, 2013

Hello there, the title hasn't anything to do with this post, I just didn't know what to write. So today class is supposed to finish early which is 1.20 but unfortunately we have a chemistry replacement class at 4.15 later, lol I thought I could go to sleep or something, but NOOO I've gotta go to class again down the crazy puncak alam stairs. Here's a picture of it.LOL as I was searching for the picture of the stairs, I found a picture of how my room looked like during the last semester, I think it's a bit fugly compared to the new one! HERE IT IS!

Doesn't it look boring? I can't bear looking at it.
Oh and finally, here's the picture of the stairs!

This shit is boring, I'm done.

Ohgod this blog exists?

9:40 AM : Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Haha it's been a while since I last posted here, my so called plan to start blogging when I start college is utter bullshit. Oh well the last update stated that I will post a picture of my room when I reach college but that was obviously a lie, haha it's the second semester already and I've rearranged all the furnitures since I can't sleep,(I think I have insomnia or something, my body clock is all f'd up probably cause of my daily sleeping routine during the past semester break which was 6 a.m till 3 p.m), I'm just gonna put it up! Photos were captured with my iPod so the quality is obviously retarded.

So here's my study area

and this is my bed, I'm supposed to have 3 pillows there but I accidentally left them at home

Oh and I have a little mat in the middle of my space
Ok let me talk about college, the people here are quite nice only a very small little tad bit portion of them here "sometimes" get on my nerves though but that's normal since I'm so very easily irritated. To make it all sound easier everything's all fine here,I miss my mom and sibs.The only downside of this place is probably just how I am not at all in phase with my roommate, she is just so so different in every sense you could think of and even her level of understanding on technology which sometimes make it hard for us to talk and shit.And the number of odd habits she has and also oh god the questions she asks,sometimes I think that somehow she's tryna troll me but she is too naive I guess so that wouldn't happen. College has changed me alot in so many senses like I am not as strong as I was before, no I'm not making this shit up, I would usually do aggressive things at home with my brothers like I would punch them etc and there was this one time when I was on my way back to palam, my brother irritated me,so I punched him and he laughed at me, he told me how weak I'm getting and how palam is changing me into a girl. HAHA. Wtf, I am a girl! And ohmygod I like pink now, how did that happen but wtv I really do like pink, my bottle, my books, my files, my pencil case, my table organizer etc are all pink. It's a change but it's not like it's a bad thing. My concerns before I entered palam was that people would not get my jokes and sarcasm, it was very depressing at first, I can't find a person who would speak with me in english like how I would with Naimi and how vulgar our jokes were but I got used to it, besides, Naimi is always there to help piss me off, haha.

1st day of class :)

3:17 PM : Sunday, June 10, 2012

Today will be the first day of class which is Tasawwur at 8.30 a.m I woke up as early as 5.45 a.m probably because I'm excited or nervous haha, I even dreamed about class. A class consists of 30 people. I found out that a classmate of mine lives just across the hall, a few steps away from my apartment, isn't that cool. Not as cool as my housemate though, two of my housemates got into the same class -.- a few of our classes are combined so at least I have someone and things won't feel so awkward.

Uni life

3:10 AM : Saturday, June 9, 2012

Just some of my stuff :)
Uni life is great, met new friends, we had a week of orientation which was tiring as hell, we were forbidden to buy drinks at the cafe or at the nearby shop which was located just a few steps away from our seats. Imagine sitting there sometimes for like 8 hours without water. We were given some during our meal, a cup of water or maybe half-a-cup sometimes, I understand though cause there were 2985 students and there were so few facilitators around. As tiring as it could be for us it is no way to be compared to how tired the facilitators were and they did a fantastic job, things went smooth. Well at least I think it did. It was a great experience, we walked around so much that I got blisters on my legs and sometimes I felt like collapsing heh but ofcourse I didn't. We wake up at 5 a.m and go to sleep at 1 or 2 a.m, it's not that I'm alien to that condition but needing to hear boring talks after having just so little sleep made it feel awful. My roommate is from Kedah and being me who has never talked to anyone with a different dialect in person was at first tough, I was only able to stare, smile and nod but after 2 days I was able to understand a bit of what she's saying, haha. There are 8 people in my apartment, an apartment consists of 4 rooms which means 2 people in 1 room, I'd say it's quite spacious. I was too shy at first to talk to my other roommates but got to know them the very next day, heh. Orientation started on the 2nd of June which was Friday and ended on the 6th of June which was Wednesday. I guess that's all, I don't feel like typing anymore, I'm back in Uni now this post took me 2 days and I don't remember all the sh*t I wrote :D toodles noodles.

I'm a sorry sucker and this happens all the time.

8:08 AM : Thursday, May 31, 2012

Just another day until university registration day, ohmyy this is so exciting and terrifying at the same time. I've been preparing my stuff since 2 weeks ago cause I don't want to have anything left out also I hate doing things at the last minute, it's very stressful. So, abit of work everyday could just do the job. For orientation day, the university stated that they want us to wear white baju kurung and the kain must be in a dark tone. My baju kurung is still at the tailor and it's supposed to be ready by Friday or so. I hope I've made a good decision sticking to UiTM, I turned down 4 offers and I hope I won't regret. Hopefully this is it, I've always dream of becoming a doctor since I was young but who knows in the one year period of Foundation in Science, my interest in Physics starts to bloom and decide to be an engineer instead? 1 year is a long time! I just got my haircut and it's super neat, really really short, I'd show you guys but I wear hijab so I don't think that's gonna happen.

Blissful May

8:13 AM : Wednesday, May 23, 2012

I would like to dedicate this post to my mom even if I wish her happy mother's day and happy teacher's day, everyday :)
May of every year often gets me full of excitement and it is when my creativity bursts!!! because it's the month of happiness for my beloved mommy ♥ May is the month where my mom's birthday,mother's day and teacher's day comes together. My mom is the person who I look up to. Never in my life have I met a person stronger than my mom, so optimist and so cheerful despite the painful burden she hides from the world. She plays life cool, accept all the challenges(and one of her challenges is me, I'm such a pain in the ASS, haha). The ONLY person I put my trust in. Happy birthday mama, may Allah grant you with excellent health, abundance wealth and happiness always, keep strong
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.